Many have reflected on this, but the passage of time is truly puzzling. I was wondering if I was able to become the person I thought I would grow into 5 years ago, immediately remembering that I don't even know what I will be doing tomorrow, let alone have a 5 year plan. And I've always been like that. So I came here lost, only to find a blog post from 5 years ago- and, unfortunately, the golden age has still not come. It's funny, I consider that first hobonichi to be a recent purchase, a recent hobby, not something I did and abandoned a fifth of my life ago. Another wish unfulfilled, but maybe because it still seems achievable is why it feels like such a recent affair.
But it's probably because I haven't grown. The void has gotten larger and the only difference between then and now is that I realize how foolish it is to wait on a golden age to save me.
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